#best friend crush

[diary0fahopelessromantic]

Is she acting different with me or am I gaslighting myself into believing she feels it too

[queer-and-nd-coded]

i have to stop daydreaming of kissing you...

[richies-shit-poetry]

a letter to the friend i used to love

by thomas

did you know i loved you?

probably not

but maybe you did

that little smirk on your face

and all that i probably imagined

i first realized four years ago

last year you said you found someone

i know you didn't see my disappointment

because i smiled and told you i was happy

and you believed it

we went on a walk that night

in the moonlight

and you held my hand and we danced

on that old baseball field that they never played on

you weren't wearing shoes but your skirt was swishy

(and i wanted to kiss you, right there

but instead we just danced to some old french song)

and i hoped that maybe you'd forget about that stupid boy

and that maybe i could be your stupid boy instead

but things don't work out that way anymore

and that perfect weekend was over too soon

that perfect summer

it's been nearly a year since then

we'll see each other soon

i hope maybe this'll be the year

maybe i still love you

my heart still races at the idea of you

i hope you can't tell

(i really really hope you can't tell)

but maybe

maybe this is the year

we'll be more than friends

and the taste of the ice cream won't be shared on a spoon,

but on our lips

and then the weekend and the summer will end again

and maybe

just maybe

you'll keep in touch this time around

[izzy-the-chaotic-gremlin]

Chat I did a thing

Oh Lord, I fucking freaking out right now. Shajjakakajlakqnsm AAAAAAAAAAGH-

@mrfellsans @random-obsseser @cutechan555 @chaotichyperfixations @gummy-axolotl

Do y'all have any advice or do y'all want to be the people hiding in the bushes giving me funny one liners?

[queer-alienbean]

I write a lot about characters distancing themselves from their friend when they fall in love with them- but as i’m experiencing it for myself and trying to distance myself i realize just how hard it is.

they’re the only one who i feel relaxed around and i can be a different version of myself around them. also they are my best friend and i am just naturally attracted to their presence- and likewise. they are always finding me in the halls as well

what i’m trying to say is i’m tired

[cr0ws-n3st]

A confession

You'll probably never see this

And I guess that's alright

Cause I really don't want you

To read what I write

Cause the things you will read

I really can't excuse

As this is a confession

I'm sorry but it's true

I have fallen in love

On accident, I swear

In love with you

But please, don't despair

I can't tell how this happened

Or when it all started

Just know that it's alright

So don't leave me broken hearted

I know this isn't a movie

Where I can just confess

And that this isn't a situation

Where you have to say yes

But I simply want you to know

That I don't want things to change

Between you and me

No, let's not make it strange

As I still want to be your friend

Even if my heart wants more

I like what we have now

There's really no need to open another door

So I hope you understand

I really hope you do

As this is message to you, my dear friend

To tell you that I love you...

[colorsoflaces]

i want to be ready, to be able to date and love freely, but that’s not how it works for people like me,

children who were hurt and left a mess to fix all on their own

it’s an endless cycle it feels like, of growing only to fall and realize just how much of you is still that broken child

i look around and see those around me loving freely, and i wish so badly that i could be like them

but even if i were a completely put together version of myself, i couldn’t love you

i’m in love with this incredible boy, someone who can push me and make me better but is my spotter, waiting to make sure that i’m safe, there to catch me when i fall

i want to be better, i want to be a new fixed version of myself for him

but that wouldn’t solve it

i have to be pushed to fix myself for me, and not for you

if i fix myself for you, i’m asking to fall and break all over again

but God, sometimes i wish i could live up to being the person you see, because you deserve that girl, and i want to be that girl for you

even if i know i’ll never be your girl

[my-cages-were-mental]

y’all know those wobbly chairs, right? like this?

okay so my school has some of these, and my best friend (and my *major* crush) was sitting on one of these during our lunch break. and i grabbed her hands and jokingly started to push her off. and she was laughing and screaming and clinging to me for dear life. and i kept pulling her back upright and then doing it again. and she kept laughing and screaming. and i swear that moment will forever be in my mind. because even though it’s simple, and seems like a really basic thing, it was everything. her laugh, her smile, the look of trust in her eyes, because she knew i wouldn’t actually let her fall. it was everything. and i know you guys will never get it the way i do, but i felt like sharing anyways. so if you read until here thanks for listening. 

[diary0fahopelessromantic]

HELP I think I’m catching feelings for one of my best friends 😓 She’s so perfect, her lips look so kissable, her waist so holdable. I can’t sit next to her and look into her eyes without having the urge to kiss her. I want her but I doubt she would feel the same way, and I don’t want to ruin our friendship. This is so scary yet so exciting

[youcanteatmonkeybrains]

Guys I’m gonna confess to my best friend that I like them tonight!! Will update later with the result!! (I’m pissing myself)

[cheerleadergee]

wdym i’m this close to having everything i’ve wanted- i didn’t think i’d ever get it

sure we’re friends but i didn’t think in a million years that they’d like me like that…

ik nothing might happen but it could and that’s more than i’ve ever had before

[queer-and-nd-coded]

how the hell is he allowed to say the sweetest things and not expect me to fall in love?

[nightsealeafrainwing]

Denial

Your eyes are striking

Sunflowers of green in pools

Discs of warm brown shine

Chocolate hair sparkles with

Cinnamon, waves tossed by air

Appreciation

That’s all, I swear, stunning friend

You think yourself plain

Crazed shouts of excite-

Ment lower my soundproof fort

And I waddle freed

You took me aside, dropping

Your bleeding load hard, panting

Trust enchanted me

I pledged my arms, my heart, to

Hold; what are friends for?

[queer-alienbean]

WHAT THE FUCK DOES THIS MEAN

WHAT DOES AW MEAN???

[ohposhers]

SHES THEIR #1 FAN DUDE ARE YOU KIDDING ME !!! shadow's literal wingman fr fr fr

[lettuceonthecourt]

Just an idea but-

Imagine a yandere best friend x you x yandere crush

Like... Yandere best friend who knows that you like yandere crush-- after all, best friends tell each other everything right

Perhaps you can't see it, but yandere best friend knowsss that yandere crush likes you back. He has literally been stalking you even before you started liking him, and he's not discreet at all

Yandere best friend who, without your knowledge, takes pictures of you when you sleep, your mouth slightly open, your chest gently moving up and down, and you just look so cute that your best friend just can't help themselves. (they will definitely be getting off to that later)

Out of spite, yandere best friend would even send yandere crush that photo on 1 time view, making him know that he would never get to see this soft, intimate side of you. Yandere crush who gets sooo mad when he sees the photo, but his heart lurches with the desire to be in your best friends place

But yandere crush isn't losing to yandere best friend either, and takes advantage of the fact that you have romantic feelings for him (unlike someone else~)

When he has the chance to, yandere crush will hold as much eye contact with you as possible (he can feel his cheeks get hot and his breathing starts to stutter, ahh how are you so divine-), and he tries to brush his hand against yours, revelling in the fact that you would blush so slightly and giggle. When he does so, he would glare at your best friend dead in the eyes, so smug about that fact that they would never be able to have that effect on you (oh that asshole, they would have his head one day, with his blood on their hands, and maybe they would dig out his heart just for sweet lil you as a gift)

Okay yea basically just like

Yandere best friend who knows that he will never get to spend romantic moments with you, though they get to stick to your side every other moment, and

Yandere crush who knows you do like him back, but will never be able to get intimate with you because he knows that yandere best friend would never let him get close